This is exactly how I feel about the iPad:

The reason this topic remains evergreen is that I want to use my iPad more. There’s something ineffable about it. It’s a thrill when I use my iPad to do something that an iPad is actually best at. I honestly think I’d be more productive if I owned no iPad at all, yet I keep trying to find ways to use it more.

John Gruber, ‘Giving Up the iPad-Only Travel Dream’

“I honestly think I’d be more productive if I owned no iPad at all, yet I keep trying to find ways to use it more.” is me.